today. officially starts. in a few hours' time (about 8 hours more), i will be taking my first paper of this goddamned term that will mark the end of my second last semester in SP. i am sad that i am going to graduate and leave all the wonderful friends i made, and those friends whom i have known but only just becoming closer a little too late thanks to my very bad judgement in people and my easy-to-manipulate-when-it-comes-to-love character. that, and only that, i regret.
things might not have been going on smoothly, but i have been scraping by, as usual. it's tiring to always be lagging behind. when everyone is just up there with extra time, i'm on the edge of falling apart or barely picking up the pieces. i can only blame myself.
but well, the important thing now is to decide if i should go training or not. i think i should not. and this time, my heart did not squirm. so, i will be collecting a few days of fats for the sake of my studies. i'll burn it all away when the holidays come. for real, i suppose, since i will be working and not lazing around all day at home. (:
this is why i love holidays.
ps; i'm hungry.
pps; i want pancakes.
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