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i was watching snippets of the 2011 mtv vma. i just figured out that people who appear there have one big hell of a talent and balls of steel. they are beautiful people. no doubt that they can be shallow and superficial, trending things that may not be kids-friendly, but they are wonderful, entertaining people to be in this creative industry.

i think that demi is looking so much more prettier with that little weight on (she was anorexic and did drugs), beyonce is pregnant yet still giving that very awesome and showstopping act with those formidable pipes of hers, and lady gaga is just, amazingly good at what she does. her alter ego, jo calderone, is one super cute laidback guy.

well, now after watching those videos and letting my distraction getting the better of me (by blogging and daydreaming), i honestly feel the need to run away for a little while. no, not run away. i'm not a kid now. (says me.) but i just want to take a trip all by myself and experience being alone. i'll be researching.

like who cares, really.