okay. practical was uber horrible yesterday. don't think i can pass it.. guess i'll have to do thrice as hard for my theory.. zhiyun broke down even before we stepped out of the lab. she lost lesser marks than me but i'm not the one crying. why? i'm not worried. why? too much anxiety? i don't know.. i'm too playful for my own sake.. when will i come around..?
spent about an hour screaming the songs out in my phone before going to sleep. i don't know. just had this sadness overcoming me when i put down the phone last night. it could be because of my stupid period that i'm getting upset over hanging up the phone or the emotional effects of my disastrous practical kicking in. goodness.. i hope i don't screw up my english paper.. like i screwed up my practical..
was supposed to look for words that i could use in my paper in my vocab book this morning. but i was such a pig, i slept like i had a hangover and i woke up at 10.16am, closed my eyes and rolled on my bed until, what? 10.30am? sighs.. i don't know what to do with myself!! stupid stupid.. was supposed to run by myself but i'm such a pig. yes. i feel like screaming profanities at myself sometimes.
-blasting 'Basket Case', melodramatic fool.
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