finally can se my computer! yes!!! xD thanks to mrhappy. he helped me set up my computer. hahaa . xD i really don't know how to do these computer thingys. so, haha.
okays. my bday was horrible. or it's just my expectations. or my period. or just plain me. hmm. either way, i thought that it was horrible. i was stressed! goodness. i cried in the middle of the night! freaked mike out i suppose.. xD hees. sorry mike! okay. it was my period that caused my mood swings, my expectation of having a DAMN "sweet" 16, and well, me. i dunno. just don't have any friends in class anymore. i don't know what happened. if it's retribution.. for what, i don't know. i just know that i'm pretty lonely in class. probably people associate me with angelina and sueanne because angelina sits behind me and is often trying to talk to me while sueanne is.. hmm.. i don't know. okay. at least i still have my clique. sheesh. i still don't know how to use my new phone. i want to upload photos! goodness.. and i need to update my blogskin. make a little changes here and there.. tum dee tum..
i love the presents! especially sylvia's. gawdd.. she spent so much time on it.. she gave me a piece of paper. :] yes. a piece of paper. which, i would definitely will keep it safely and securely, close to me. :] did i tell you how much i love her? ;] and i feel quite bad. because i just gave her a bunny. hopefully she hugs it when she goes to bed.. she cares! xD i miss track.. too bad my bday doesn't fall around competition period. or else sylv and i would have so much fun..
i don't understand how my social life could just take such a drastic turn.. it seems the whole world is against me. like i don't know.. tricia threw me a dirty glance just now. and i don't know why. and i'm not close to her anymore. so hmm.. so jingyee's my only friend. well, she's stuck with me since sec1! amazing, but true. hahaa. :] so i'm treasuring what i have. :] even if the whole world is against me, i know there's someone or some people around me who cares about me. yupp. i'm quite blessed. :]
and then there's you. :]
-extreme weather.. we need an aircon installed at the parade square.
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