okay. i keep feeling like shit these days because everyone seems so happy except me. i have to be happier than now! i am me and only i can change myself. so i will not keep putting myself down.
and well, i've been thinking about going to malaysia by myself this holiday. i don't know if i have the balls to, but i know i don't have the balls to ask my parents. i have my passport with me.. i could easily lie to them that i'm just going to a chalet. but then.. i have to contact them. -.- troublesome.
well.. it's either i try my luck and ask them for permission, or... i'm buying a DS Lite.
mind has been fucked recently. losing all drive. lacking creativity. feeling different. the need to breathe fresher air. the need to be brave. hahaha. what am i talking about here? nope. not going to be vulnerable here. (:
ja-ne.
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