yes that's me.. the ever-high, ever-smiling, energizer battery me, is feeling mentally drained.
after having extreme highs and lows in my relationship, i just want to stand in the middle of the road and scream, "WHAT THE FUCK!" and say the "FUCK" part really longgg.. i just hope, everything will be better. (: i will keep motivating him and cheering him on! sighs.. i just don't know who will cheer me on..
on to the next problem. my mum, yes, my lao bu, was being a bitch yesterday and just now. omg, i just want to show her my finger. /: yeah yeahhhh..... i am a wild child. i know she's my mum. i've been trying to be her good girl okay. after some big incident i have decided not to lie. HEY. it's a very big promise hor.. and it's not like i am some compulsive liar who lies every second. i just lie to my mum so my ears won't bleed when i go home. besides, she practically shouted the house down just now la. cannot SPEAK like a normal person. must holler like some screeching fat monkey. sighs.. enough la vic. next time you grow up also become fat like your mother. -.- she just doesn't understand me well. she doesn't know what i need and when i want things. food also can force me to eat. seriously, ma? D: and work. I AM THE MOTHERFUCKER WHO IS WORKING, NOT YOU, MA. omg. so what if i want to start working now? my loss la. i can't always have you screeching at me or yelling at me what to do with my life. you know what to do with my life, then you do it with yours la. i know you care, mum, but you just want to interfere with my life without learning it. i have already vowed not to be like you. ever. never ever. i am not going to be fat, i won't force anybody to eat food they don't like, i won't nag at my children. i am going to communicate well with other people. i will be more refined and i will never be a hypocrite like you. understand ma? because if you read this, i am very positive i am going to get 24hours of nagging hell and my ears might literally bleed.
there.. done ranting.. i'm just going to space out now and think of what i am going to do for tomorrow..
and then hit the hay. so fucked by myself. good day to y'all out there, lucky bitches and bastards.
JUST KIDDING.
really have a good day y'all. (:
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