24th March, Monday

hello~ :) it's 24th March, monday. 8.04pm. just came home.

you know, there's not enough happy songs in this world. there's too many sad songs.. :( i was going home and listening to my phone's songs. too many Westlife i guess. hahas. but still, Westlife is nice. :D i totally love their songs. although most of the songs are love songs and all, but seriously. it makes sense of alot of things. quite. in a more adult-innocent way. :)

today, i had a sudden urge to write a song. a HAPPY song. :) i just wanna make myself and everyone who's feeling down to be.. well, happy. need i say more? hahas. :D sighs.. i just don't understand why people can't smile. why? is it that difficult? even if you go crazy smiling to yourself one day, you know you led a happy life. sighs.. i can't help but frown at these people. you should really be enjoying life right now. although ya, 'O' levels.. 'N' levels.. 'A' levels.. WHATEVER. it's just some ordeal that EVERYONE has to go thru. if you just frown all day and think that there's nothing to be happy about, i seriously think you need a shrink. i'm not that mean. but really. i'm sick of people who don't smile. sick of their "there's-nothing-to-smile-of-be-happy-about" attitude. sick of facing frowns and all.. and now, I frown too. what happened to the happy old me? hmm.. :/ i'm doubting that i even smiled now.. so many troubles.. it's kinda dark nowadays.. i really don't feel much of a party..

today's track was.. not very tiring. i missed the first half of the trng. so didn't get much trng. i just felt like running today. i dunno why.. sighs.. i'm listening to "Daddy DJ" and it somehow makes me feel that it's ROD already. I CAN'T WAIT FOR ROD!! xD lols. seriously. i dunno why. hahas. probably because of the dress. hahs. xD hmm.. anyw, today's trng was.. well.. fine. i totally didn't run the first round. poop.. so i didn't feel that tired. AND i am soooo lucky today man.. =.= guess what. my "great-auntie" came round today. like POOP man.. lols. but i still managed to finish the two rounds in well, good time. :) so.. hmm.. i guess it was.. ok.. but i COUGHED like nobody's business after the first round. my stupid throat still not okay lorr. so IRRITATED. sighs! grrr..

i suddenly feel like going karaoke!!! i really wanna sing! rawr! only my throat is still irritating me.. and.. i will cough anytime.. and cough like i have throat cancer. lols. i really want to sing! i can't wait to have my voice back.. okay.. my voice is already back. but not a very nice voice.. sighs......! T.T

i can't be spastic!! zzz.. i have that filming thingy tmr.. great! more stuffs on my schedule. and i'm so going to miss so many lessons.

L1R5<12!

I WANT MASS COMM! i'm gonna be a DJ!!! wheee~ hahas. xD soon..... once i hit my target and get into SP and get into MASS COMM!!! hahas! xDD yayyyyy~ lols.

iiqah.. your brothers are seriously.. so duhh.. talk on the phone with you, can hear your brothers yodelling and moaning. wth? what's im sho shorry...! like sister, like brother.. omg.. spastic ppl. hmm.. you're loved woman! :D

i think ken is really.. WHATEVER. i don't even know him well.. who is he to tease me about my feelings? i don't really care, ken. =.=

-it was just infatuation. :) i'm so over it. i hope you understand what's infatuation..