i am not looking forward to school! which is bad because if you think it's bad, you're just going to drag yourself to do it everyday and it hurts and it bores and it takes the life out of you. it's so hard because the one reason that made you love school becomes the one reason you dread school. and everybody who loves school or loves to go to school, goes to school because of their friends. it's sad because my friends are just... friends. they're just five letters' worth now. and it sucks because i don't want them to think that i don't like them.
maybe i've changed. i don't know. all i know is that i have to be mellower and hardworking.
this crazy thought i had last week; i just wanna quit school right now and work, learn what i wanna learn, save enough money for me to go to private school overseas, and live the life i want to live.
frankly, i can't see anything past college now. and it's good because i don't like to think too far. it will change. i know. ugh.. all i see is the sun and the beach, the waves and the tanlines.
summer, you had me falling so hard for you. i don't wanna wake up from this beautiful sunkissed dream.
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