3rd of may saturday! i got back my internet! but acutally today's 4th of may..

HELLO! i'm back! :D

for ONE MONTH i hvnt been touching my comp. because my internet was down. like wth! >.<>HAPPY (BELATED) MAYDAY! hahaha. woots! we're in the month of MAY! yippee!! x) which means, we still have 7 more months of school! yayy! [clapclap!]

OHH YES! x-country was over. it was on the 23rd of april. and i got 103rd position. umm.. well.. was kinda hoping for a 2-digit.. but i guess i.. really screwed it up by abit.. :(( was disappointed when i heard i was the 103rd.. hmm.. :( well.. it's over now.

can you imagine how time crawls? it's only like, two weeks since the nationals and mid-year started, but it feels like.. a month. maybe it's just me.. time lag? is there such a term? hmm.. i dunno.. i just don't know.. :( i miss track.. i miss track.. i miss track.. very badly.. i dunno why. :( no, it's not because of anyone in track. it's because of everyone in track. we're like a mixture of some sort. we're like an ionic compound. that can only be separated by chemical means. but.. i feel empty now that we are going to step down and we have stood down. everybody just does their own things now. i don't even know what to say to gwen anymore! :'( sighs.. i guess i should move on. :(

i feel clingy and.. busybody-ish. it's like i'm butting into everyone's business. sighs.. sorry to those people that i have irritated! hahs. :/ well, i owe you guys.

exams haven't been going all that well. i hope i don't screw up my MYEs. serves me right for not studying hard. but i studied.

hmm.. what else has been going on in my life now..

ahh. nicholas goh. he's been freaking me out lately. he's changed. and he keeps wanting to go my house. that's damn weird. he's so afraid of my dogs! wth? hahas. and his personal life is starting to piss me off.

ohh! i went k with my clique [!hehe!]. louis, mike, guangyi, kangjing and hongkiat. i joined them a little bit later. noble came later than me. so, i'm the only girl. well. hahs. i sang till my voice almost broke lahh!! hahas. i couldn't talk normally. i had to force my voice out. hahaha! xD my throat was sore!!! x_x hahaha. louis walao! he sang like there's no tomorrow or smth! hahas. :D he was singing his heart out lorr! hahaha. we went on the 2nd of may, friday, at the safra there the partyworld ktv. hahahahaha! xD i know it sounds cheapo, but it was convenient! hahas! :D it was the first time i heard noble sing!!! hahaha!! xDDDD

all games and fun. but reality has to smack you in the face. haha. EXAMS EXAMS!

there was once, i had that infatuation thingy again going on with the same guy. i think it was the last week of april. hahs. but it's over again. infatuations! they just come and go as quickly. :) don't be stupid like me. seriously. confessing. no. BIG NO. seriously.

eeep. gtg.12.25am now. lalala~ 4th of may. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN! :D sorry i didnt get you a present.. :x but you are missed. :)

and.. HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY KAIYANG! :D sorry i didn't get you a present too!! >_<" you're loved and always be loved! :)

ohh well. :) my first post after i got back my internet. yippee.

-suck too hard on a lollipop, life's gonna get you down. :) say love!