suicidal?

hello!! :D blogging again. only a few post mahh.. so must post more! xD anyws, today was quite eventful. hahas. i dunn tiink im goiin tuu hv any sleep tonight. my life's so hectic. wtf. so many popups... rawr! lols. irritating.. type halfway, a stupid ad popped-up in my screen.. grrrr... :@ okok. anyws, i had mt, recess, chem, lunch, english, power nap then history. hahs. im goiin tuu blog abt my day. and "suicidal-ness". umm. being suicidal, in other words. xD oh! and i promised a story from my camp right? lols. can you believe it? so long already.. hahas. nvm. i tell now lorr.

okayy.. start of the day. i woke up at 6+a.m. was late for dNt. today was supposed to be a late day. as in, skuu starts at 8.30a.m. denn mr lim was damn angry wiid us ferr not doing our dNt. so we had to stay back ytd aftnn 3~6p.m, this mornn 7~8.30a.m, this afternn 5~7p.m, valentine's day 5~7p.m, and saturday 8a.m~3p.m. terrible? yes. but.. all ferr our own good...... =.= today's wednesday 13 Feb. lols. happy burfdae ezah!!!! :D happy sweet 16! :)) now my dNt is in front of me. and to save my valentine's day, i hv to finish it by tonight. :D i dunno how.. but i hv to. and i hv to make a little present for my valentine. okayy, so back to wat i was saying. was supposed to be in skuu by 7a.m, i reached skuu at... 7.20? hahs. took my time at hm, but walk very fast tuu skuu. lols. then started on my ideation... design brief. it's kinda ugly. cuz it's not totally coloured and organised. lols. then took the pledge and national anthem at the place where we were doing dNt then went back tuu class 10min later. first lesson was CHINESE. hahs. 2 hours!!!!! T.T okayy lahh.. wat did we do ferr the first hour.. ohh. textbk. then tcher returned us our term test results. i failed. hahs. never been good in my chinese. except when i was in primary 1. xD lols. okayy. i was a little disappointed. i thought maybe i would get at least a 30. but my paper was so crap tt i got a 29.5.. =.=

then RECESS! did wat...? i forgot. lols. xD

chem was 1.5hrs. lols. had practical ferr 1hr and 15mins. lols. then ms kong talked until the bell rung for lunch. nth much..

lunch. i had rice.

ENGLISH! i got scolded by mr teo for not handing in my newspaper reflections on time. hmm. then went thru term test answers. but our scripts not back yet. only e qn paper. then.....

power nap. during english lesson we were in the IT room. stupid govind. he's an asshole. unzipped his pants, sang the national anthem and made a lot of noise. wtf.. ba*****... lols. cnnt even sleep properly. ask him to lower down his volume, he just laugh at us. basket... asshole.. wtf!! lols. denn nvm. we went back to class.

history! mrs gopala was on a course. so we dunn hv her lesson but we hv ws. lols. we were supposed to do it. but you know lahh.. no tcher ard.. who cares? lols. i read abit of her notes. while jy was playing her cube. then ky was beside me. then we were playing wiid priya and eswaria. esh is so retarded!!!! lols. and priya always look like nikita. lols

okayy. nth much. had loads of funn slacking in class. then went down to the gym at abt 4.25p.m. gym was locked. stupid weilong took me for a ride. told me it was my turn to take the gym key. wth. so embarrassing. wenn tuu the general office and askked ferr e key wenn my name wasn't on the list. retarded.... anyws, weilong came in afterwards and askked me to go find mr low for the key. the key's not wiid mr low...... then i went back to the gym empty-handed. then along came gwen wiid her ridiculously huge but cool bag. xD [i like that bag.. my bag is fallng apart. it's only 2 months.. wth? o.O] then i went to the toilet wiid her. and i changed. lols. then we came out. the gym was open! lols. the key was wiid dickson.... lols. then we went in for awhile then mr low come and hurry us to go out. we did a 2.4 run. he said he's taking time. so yeah. i cuud've gotten below 12min and 25sec. but because there was a mishap wiid shenxian. he fell and his knee got a horrible cut. his right shoulder had a bit of abrasion.. sighs. it's not his fault. well, we stopped to see if he's okayy. then mr low was coming and he told us to carry on. so we did. i was supposed to pace wiid gwen and gwen was supposed to pace wiid me. but she lost me, i lost her at the slope. hmm. she had her... reasons. lols. anyws, i just kept running and running. and finally made it. i improved!! by 1 second... shoots... but.. sighs.. i cuud've gotten better. like i said. im not blaming shenxian lahh!!!!!! it's okayy. :) noe why? im one of the candidates to represent the skuu in the torch relay at the Youth Olympic! xD i dunno if i should be happy, or should i be worried, or should i be.. hesitant? it's tough..! so many dry runs! sighs.. well. im one of the 10 candidates.. so guud luck tuu myself. lols. ohh yeah! and the funny thing after my run. i wanted so much, to pee. hahas. xD before the run i was thinking whether i should go pee anot. lols. i was going to puke!!! my bladder was threatening my brain to control it or else it will burst while i vomit. lols. after the run i wanted to vomit. nth lahh.. just a feeling. yerr head gets dizzy and all those. makes you feel nauseous. lols. :D

after that, mr low talked to us abt the Youth Olympic thing. then we stayed in the gym awhile to discuss abt our TRACK TEE!! :D yayness! we wanted to wear it on No Uniform Day. lols. i wear wiid skinnies!! lols. xD

ackk. i really not goiin to sleep tonight. i WANT to finish my dNt by toNIGHT. and do up all my valentine's presents. and make up to my sweet valentine. x_x he angry wiid me abt my 6th of November post. sighs.. seelahh. so long nv update bloggy.. stupid gerl.. now he sad. sighs..

but im sure he will be happy wiid his valentine's gift. :) 0f course. i buy one. xD hahas. he's such a sweet thing. sighs. but so fragile.. and sensitive. wonder what he bought for me.... hmmm..

oh yeah. the story i said abt.

there was this german girl who used to live in Pulau Ubin. she was a young girl. not sure of her age. the CI nv sayy wat the age. if my memory serves me right, she had to run away from her house in Pulau Ubin because the Japs were invading Pulau Ubin. it was real dark at night. she slipped out of her house. she couldn't see carefully the road in front of her because it was PITCH BLACK DARK. she ran and she fell. she fell down the granite cliff. okayy lahh. not much of a cliff. but smth like a cliff. [hello, not talking about the choir cliff.] the next day or smth like that. her family came looking for her. but she could not be found. not even her body. [omg.. so spooky. now's 10.46p.m and im typing this story..] the locals built a shrine for her. in memory of that girl. they had no picture of her so they used a doll. creepy right..? i wonder if the doll would move by itself... [shudders. ohh my.. my hair just stood on its end.] so yeah. end of story. hmm..

sad.. very.. well, i gtg liao. i really have to finish my dNt. or my valentine's day is gonnnnne...!! lols. make it up to my sweet and dearest valentine. xD

-P.S YLIYK.. :)