FINALLY! got a bloggy skin! yay for me! ^^ gonna add taggy soon. just bear with this for now. hahs. great!
why heartache? hmm.. it's my fault i broke those promises i made to him. but he has no initiatives. 0 initiative. he always think that he is suffering. sighs.. ego..? i dare not say he is ego. i dare not be angry. i'm so weepy. cried on e bus! can you believ it?! sighs.. i'm very stupid. i just realised that. hmm.. actually, not just. it's been quite some time. i keep crying. WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL? naz says he's controlling me. i have no idea what to do.. i just sit there and listen to other ppl. and think that they are right. i'm so stupid. stupid stupid stupid. but it's ok. at least i know i still have a brain..
the first heartwrenching thing was he can take some snacks and offer it to my friend but he don't want to offer me when i'm just sitting next to him. the second heartwrenching thing is after offering my friend the snacks, he can walk to the girls behind and ask for more snacks and laugh happily with them. third heartwrench, he says i also laugh happily with other boys when is not i started talking to them. they want to talk to me then i talk to them lah! i cannot possibly ask them to shut up and get lost. i mean, i only do that when i'm seriously pissed. fourth heartwrench, when i just left the group, he didn't even bother to follow me. i bet he won't even miss me when i go for camp. jy has the best bf. they are the perf couple. why am i so stupid?
i was so sad! hahs.. but really. the stupid crying-on-the-bus.. it always gets the better of me. i should really think about "us".. shits.. now i'm hungry. my brain forgot to tell me to bring my wallet today.
-the stupid royalty just came.
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